Monday, November 27, 2006

the door

well i havent posted a new post in along time now....but thats ok cause i have been marinating on some new thoughts and have been getting some new revalations and now i am finally ready to post them...

i was reading through esther cause God and i are doing alittle study on the life of her....and man what an amazing story....one thing that i want to focus on in this post is the entering of the throne room.....because i think that relates so much in my life...even though the king that we serve isent going to kill us if we werent invited.....but i was thinking...sometimes its not the fear of getting killed that holds us back from the Kings presence like esther...but its our sins and our misconceptions of God.....cause i know that there are times when i am about to enter in to His presence, His throne room and i get scared or i hold back because of things that i have done...and i get thoughts that i am not worthy to enter...but all along God is calling out for us to come in and spend time with Him in the Holy of Holys....
so it got me thinking....why would God put a door on the throne room...(in my mind there is a door)..and i felt Him speak cause we have to decide....we have to make the motion to come in...we have to push the door open and take that step of faith ....and the door kinda represents all of our sin and misconceptions....cause we have to push past those things to enter into the the throne room where our Kings waits for us....and what makes me sad is that so many christians now adays settle for standing outside the door....cause they think they dont have enough strength to push past thier hurts and screw ups....and maybe if they stand at the door long enough they might get a glimpse of the King.....i dont want just a glimpse...i want to sit and laugh with him...i want to touch His face and hold His hand.....and thats why we got to fight......and we also have to help out our fellow brothers and sisters....we have to help them push the door open....so that they can be free......and if you feel that there is no one else around you to help open the door....you have a very capable King that if you call out to Him....He will come and help you....we need to get past the doors in our lifes.....and stop making excuses for why dont....He's waiting friends..

3 Comments:

Blogger Nicole said...

Thats ama za zing(sorry its a qoute) anyways...you got somethin sweet out of that book I got somethin different and maybe I will tell you about it sometime...but thats sweet I need to push more doors open that is what we are talkin about right?

11:54 PM  
Blogger Dawn said...

mmm... Ester, what a powerful woman! I think sometimes we forget that it our sin doesn't change the fact that He wants to be with us and even if we don't "feel" like entering into His chambers...does that make Him any less worthy of our praise? No. People forget that sometimes when we dont feel like being with Him due to sin or what not that when we DO enter His presence that that gross feeling lifts and we CAN make a joyful noise! What a mighty God we serve! Be blessed, good post, muchlov!

12:05 PM  
Blogger JP said...

It's cool to see younger people much like yourself getting revelations, keep pressing onward! EXPERIENCE God rather than just merely 'learn' of Him.

3:58 PM  

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