the falling leaf

well i dont know...i think that the times where you get the most inspiration is when you stop and take a breath from our busy lifes that we lead.....i did that today...and i was amazed by what i discovered.....i felt the cool breeze on my face...and most people would say thats retarded...."i feel the breeze all the time"...but i what discovered in that breeze is that it smelt to me like the changing of seasons....and God spoke and He showed me that there is a season change taking place in my life....and that His cool breeze is blowing through me....its the start of the change...cause even though alberta has a VERY SHORT..fall.....there is still a fall...and its a time where the leaves start to change colour and get ready to fall off.....and right then He made me look at my life as a leave..and this summer has been a time of growing and also a time where i am getting preped for my next phase...and i have started to change colour....and loosen my grip on my life and what i think is mine......and when i felt that breeze today (to tell you the truth its all coming back right in this moment)...but when i felt it....my spirit leaped...it was kinda like my signal that there is new things about to happen...and i might have to become disattached from the "tree"and cause if i stay connected then 1)i will miss out on where God wants to take me...and 2) i wont survive the winter on that tree......He is moving me purposly..and i feel that if i dont listen i wont be able to go on....just like a leaf would not be able to stay on the tree through out the harsh winter....but God is bringing me somewhere else....He'll blow me off the tree when He thinks i am ready....to where and to do what...i dont know!.......it could be for something right here in sylvan lake..and for my school...i have no idea...i just want to be a willing little leaf!!...