when you need someone the most.

well its been two days since i have written in here..and a few events have taken place...since i live such an interesting life...umm...for starters i played golf on saturday and that was a big success..i was pretty impressed with myself......i have been really tested...over these last few days...i have been struggling alot with finding my place in God....finding my friendship in Him.....and finding my friendships in people...its hard place to be in when there is no one around you....ulitmately i am praying that God brings in a mentor into my life...i want to so badly be mentored by someone...with more knowledge than me...more maturity..and faith...i want to learn and be corrected...i want a moses or a elijah...to be like a joshua..or a elisha....God spoke to me today..in His little small voice...it was through our pastors wife...she had called all the little kids up to the front and she was asking if people were interested in helping with the BG clubs at our church (BG is a boys and gurls club...kids come play and learn about God and get badges and its pretty cool)....and she said..these kids need to be mentored by older Godly men and women of God...to become rolemodels for them...and i was like...hmmm...and it was the littlest thing but i am going to help with BG this fall...cause God was reminding me about the reaping and sowing principle...and how i want a older mentor so bad....i've got to be one to the kids younger than me...plus i love doing things like BG so its a plus.....but i am really believing and standing on that...that God is going to come through....and as a encouragement to those out there....our generation needs to be setting the example for the kids younger than us......they are crying out for rolemodels and mentors......just like we did and do......but i think that we need to be the change we want to see....we have to go to them and start being the big brothers and sisters to them....and watch God bring people into our lifes...i dunno its just a thought.....